12/3/21 739pm I don't care how long my day was. And it was, I make time for early neurological stimulation. I got less than 2 weeks to get 4s on elevation. They can't hear or see and I get them used the sensation that they should be fearful from. This next volhard you see 4s on elevation. It was because the breeder insured I made the time to do it with religion. time to feed dogs but weighed and day 4 of ens.
12/3/21 627pm Breeders diary. I went to work today and my husband (an engineer) to watch the litter. I haven't been to work for over a week and half however I worked from home. While at work I got messages and a friend of mine (into rescue) said one moment? She was playing in the backyard. She said next minute she collapsed. Rushed her to the vet and had a blood clot. She lost her. But was there for her last breath. From a woman who lost her Edelweiss in a moment with no expectation. I lost Edelweiss in Feb 2021. That sting is still strong, I knew there was nothing I could possibly say that will remedy that other than, my greatest sympathy and I know how that feels.
As most know, I am keeping a female from this litter and the two females are black and tan bicolors. Part of me was disappointed and better part of my brain? This was for the best. I would project my expectations of Edelweiss. Even when I train two dogs on different day. It is unfair, to project the expectation of the dog you lost to the one you gain. I remember once years ago I talked to a person I was vetting and bought a retired IPO3 female from Kraftwerks. Dog had been gone for years and he still chocked up in speaking of her. When I vet owners? I ask what did you like about your previous dog. I do this to understand the activity and interaction of dog and owner. But on many occasions will cause a teary dialogue. I don't mean to illicit sorrow but definitely an offshoot. To the man that lost the retired dog whom his love was umistakeable. He said got a new dog but wasn't her. I said "And my dog won't be either." I will never make another dog like her. I never make the same dog twice. Even in my own pain of Edelweiss and yes pined for a dark sable. Part of me went this is for the best. This girl who will be called "Medusa's Vendetta of Cerberus" registered. She will be awesome but she won't be Edelweiss reincarnated. Our brain speaks one thing, and our heart speaks another. Now with that out of the way. I went to ounces on the pups. I brought a receipe from puppy culture and husband got the wrong type of pudding. We got ice cream and greek yogurt and Lucy would have NONE of that! she ate the venison cottage cheese, and seared liver. Worked all day. So my posts will be brief. But breeding like we do? is a full time job. My husband and I BOTH are handling the litter.
Before I get to the pictures. An owner of ours from Desdemona litter alpha (2017 litter, Prima's littermate) sent me this. Girl needs to do dock diving.
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